So far I’m sold on the whole Blue Apron thing. I quite enjoyed putting the meal together. It’s so nice, all the portions are already figured out, you just have to wash, chop and cook.
So…penultimate. What’s that all about? Yeah, I’ve been thinking about this off and on since Thursday. I think I’m done with the blog for now. I’ll do a final write-up tomorrow, but I think it’s time to move on. It’s been awesome. I’m so glad I did it. It’s been a wacky year of ups and downs and the blog has been great to keep me on track and accountable. I doubt I would have gotten to this point without it. The support from you guys reading has been so appreciated and helpful. Thank you so much!
Monday is my next appointment with Tiffany. Even after one session, I can tell this is a new chapter in my life. Based on what we talked about, she is thinking I most likely have a binge eating disorder. I’ve been reading about that the past few days and wow, it is such a huge relief. It wasn’t easy to admit it, but once I kind of caved and realized I fit a lot of the items on her list, it puts this past year into perspective. It’s nice to know why it’s been so hard and why I’ve kept failing. It doesn’t mean moving forward is going to be any easier, but I’m feeling much more hopeful I can make some changes.
Moving forward will be more about figuring out the why’s behind what I do what I do rather than just trying to diet and fix the surface issues. And that’s why I think it’s time to wrap up the blog. There’s not going to be much going on beyond a lot of introspection and self-talk and um…yeah…I’d rather not do that on the big world wide web. :-) Although I’d be more than happy to talk about it with anyone in Meat Space (I love that phrase! haha!) I don’t want it to be a secret or anything that I’m working on all these issues. But I don’t want the pressure of trying to come up with something to post every day, much less share some pretty personal stuff all super public-style.
That’s where it’s at. Ever onward and upward! I’m feeling nervous and excited for a whole grand new chapter of me! :-)